It's okay if you don't support me in music, it's okay if you don't support me being Christian, it's okay if you don't accept me for who i am and it's okay if you think i am a horrible daughter. I forgive you for never supporting me in anything but studies. Maybe not even that anymore now that i am thinking of applying to a Christian university. But then again, most universities in America are Christian anyway so there really isn't much of a choice for you.
But don't worry, i will still support you when you are older and need my help because i love you and i accept you for who you are. I support you for devoting your life to your family. I support you for loving your husband and children with all your heart. I support you for being an amazing mother and caring for my sisters and I. I support you for who you are.
I'm sorry for going against you but this is who i am. I am happy being Christian, i am happy being involved in music. Even though it matters what you think, i will still stay where i am happy because i will not put my happiness at stake for your happiness. This is my life and you brought me up to be independent and to make my own decisions.
I only hope you spoke better English and would understand what i am saying as i cannot read or write in Chinese.
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